Finally an off day. Have been lack of sleep for the past 3 days since my freaking overnight shift.

Managed to finish watching 下一站幸福 in 3 days.
Shall continue with Gossip Girls season 3 next.
I got like tons of dramas lining up for me to watch.
Watching dramas is my favourite past time after work now.

I always have the problem of headache since like dunno how long ago.
But it's always those slight headache which is bearable.
Few days ago, I just experienced the worst headache ever. So painful that I literally cry and lie on my bed refusing to move a single bit.
Could that be what other describe as "Migraine"?
I hope it never happen again.

When my life now is all revolve around working,
when I see how friends around me are still studying or going to further studies,
I felt like going back to school.
When people ask me, "don't you intend to further studies?"
I just smile and say "Ya...but work and save money first lor"

"Work and save money first lor..."
This sentence make things sound so easy. But in fact, I doubt it.
Work...how long do I have to work to earn that amount to allow me to further study?
I'm not like those kids out there with parents who can afford to pay for their tution fees. I'm not smart enough to enter local uni. My parents did not buy any saving policies for me which allow me to get a sum of money for Uni when I turn 21. Neither am I that smart enough to get a scholarship.

No matter how much I've planned, the different possibilities for me to work towards my target, life doesnt go the way it is. Or should I say, some part of me doubt it. Is it possible? Is it realistic? Would I be able to do it?

perhaps time will tell me what to do.