Exam's OVER!!!! Not sure if i'm gonna pass because I was bed-ridden for 2 days before my exam and I sat for my first paper when I was still feeling sick. but I don't freaking care already. Let me have a break for now till I get back my results.....

I think I've reach a point where I really don't care about my grades anymore. Just let me freaking pass and get my cert. because seriously...I'm not gonna apply for scholarship or do Phd. so far none of my employer have ask for my transcript before. The only time I've submitted my transcript was when i'm applying for govt job. And let's be honest....I'm not a book smart person....no matter how hard I studied since young, I'm still a B student. never a top student despite how much effort I put in. I'm more of a 'hands-on', practical person.
When i'm in secondary school...I need to aim for good grades because getting into vet tech course or JC ("so that I can go Uni") requires a good grade...
Then come poly...need to study hard because my classmates were all so hardworking or smart and peer pressure made me study hard....
Then come UQ....because my school fee cost freaking 40K. so cannot afford to fail!!!!

Now...still can't afford to fail..still bind by certain agreement and not forgetting cannot afford to let down people that believe in me....Still wanna graduate and be a vet. but I guess no longer feeling that pressurized anymore. Besides, ethics and character play a more important role in this job of mine isn't it?   The only pressure i'm getting now is not earning enough money to sustain myself or pay off my debt. Hopefully I'll be able to work more shift this holiday.