I'm not a religious person. I always believe that things happen for a reason and if I want something, I need to be willing to work hard for it and i'll achieve it.
However, with all the things that is happening to me...it makes me wonder if the idea of god really exist.
And when I say god, I don't mean that Christian or Jesus. I just mean someone of higher power in general.

For the past months, I was constantly worry about not earning enough money to pay for my necessities and debts. Because my job wasn't offering me enough shifts to work and earn the money I need. So..I started spam sending resumes and looking for alternative job but somehow, i'm not getting any reply or was given false hopes.  My worries exacerbate at the start of this semester...After looking at how pack my timetable is gonna be and how I won't even have time to work on weekdays anymore unlike less semester.
Just as I was feeling despair...one of my colleagues who works on the weekend told me she is resigning and hence my head nurse would put me in the roster to replace her for the weekend shift. So now I'll be working 3 days a week, getting consistent weekend work shift. yay!
And it's situation like this,..I feel like saying "Thank god".

All I got to do now...is to study hard during the weekdays because I wouldn't have the time to study during the weekends. I'm not complaining. I'm feeling really thankful. I don't mind things being tough. I just have to be more hardworking than others.

Jia you to myself!!!!! >.<