Goodbye my dearest ahma.
The one that look after me when I was little.
The one that I seek refuge at when mum wants to cane me when I was young.
The overnight stay at your place during school holidays when I was in primary school.
The one that dote on me and every single grandkids she had.
The one who thought of everyone else before herself.
The saddest part about death is not the person u love leaving you. It's when u didn't get the chance to see them for the last time and say goodbye. it's when it happen so suddenly and that leave u with no time to be mentally prepared.
I took the earliest flight possible already. But it was still too late. My biggest fear before I go overseas came true - to have someone dear leaving when u are not around.
Shit happens. and the feeling suck big time. First time in my life I cried so much.
And fuck the traditional chinese rules, my ahma passed away and I can't touch her at all. I just wanna hug and kiss her for one last time. :'(
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