My heart is in Australia already even though my mind n body is here. The only thing that I'm worried about is my 3 dogs..if only I could bring all of them to Australia. Humans wise, I can always Skype them. But not my dogs... T.T

Especially when how my old man is showing more and more signs of old age nowadays... Eyes starting to get cataract now... Tired after a short walk, reluctant to climb the stairs..what annoys me is that mum keep feeding my dogs treats when they are already so fat! Can't imagine what will happen if I'm not at home to control their diet... She fail to realised the old man really really need to have his diet controlled. Now I can only keep my fingers crossed that he continue to stay healthy for as long as possible.

On the other hand, I am really looking forward to next year... New chapter of my life, escape from things that I don't wanna face.. Home is good, but sometimes, it's better to watch things from a distance rather than to put urself into the situation. In another word, I am selfish and I can't be bothered anymore.