Sometimes, I wonder if I made the right choice spending 40k to come here and study, well, in terms of future prospective...abit too late to think about this since i've already spent the money and have gotten my degree...lol. Don't mistaken it. I think my money was well spent in terms on the exposure, knowledge and experienced i've gained in my past 11 months...however, in terms of further job I can do, seems like a science degree with no honours doesn't offer much prospective.

Made the decision to come here study initially because I wanted to open up more job options for myself and feel that I could do more instead of just being a vet tech forever (the greedy inner me wanting more)..however, after I came here, and especially ever since I worked at the UQ vet clinic, I've realised there is so much more skills and knowledge I could gain/learn in the vet nursing field and I WANT to learn...and somehow a certain part of  me don't wanna give up the vet nursing skills I've gained and start all over again on something else (especially since i'm good at my vet tech stuff. wahahahahaha ). But..in Singapore, in terms of vet nursing, I guess MP is the only place I can get to enhance my skills since there isn't much vet clinics with hospital facility. general practice clinic is too...not-exciting already. lol. but I told myself no way I'm gonna do that sort of shit working hours anymore - I don't want. eek.

I never hated working as a vet tech. but a part of me don't wanna do that forever, that part of me think that I could do more. that part of me don't wanna work shit hours and earn that little, a part of me wants a degree...lol. so, I allowed that part of me to convince me to further studies. And now....the other part of me is like...but vet nursing is your interest! blehs. the battle between the devil and angels.

Maybe I should just stick to my original plan and don't think so much - give myself a set period of time to explore my job options - give myself an opportunity to venture out before 'settling down'. oh well...we'll see how this goes...船到桥头自然直。。。

If only I got a work visa to work in Australia - ideal pay, ideal working hours, plenty of opportunities to improve vet nursing skills, nice people. If only.....