I'm never good with initiating a conversation. I'm never good at talking to people. Never a social butterfly. Fact is, like my horoscope, me a cancer just like to hide in my own shell, comfort zone. But the ironic thing is, I do want to talk to people. I do want to be sociable. But I dont know how. It's just not in my genes to be outgoing, to be able to strike a conversation almost instantly. To want to ask friends out.

Fact is, my character is making me a loner. I'm feeling lonely.

Perhaps that's why I'm working w animals. I feel that I'm more comfortable talking to them than to humans?

Maybe that's also the reason why I feel like studying abroad. To leave my comfort zone, force myself to start something new.

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