Ending of Grey's Anatomy Season 6 is so scary!
My heart is pounding like mad throughout the last 2 episode! omG.
GREY'S ANATOMY ROCKS!



I'm frustrated with the sight of seeing dogs being PTS.
Tired of constantly getting scars on my hands...
Tired of trying to help the animal but end up getting bitten/scratch.
Frustrated with what my next step should be.

Once in a while, I'll think of what my next step in life should be.
Initially, it seems like I got things all planned out.
Like..."Yeah, follow my passion...study vet tech! yeah! work as a vet tech!"
But then...now that I'm working... the feeling of dilemma...that contradiction...I dunnOz.
I dont wanna be a vet tech forever.
I wanna do something else.
It seems like everyone around me knows what to do.
I don't. Come to think of it, my diploma sucks.
I'm stuck with it and I dunno what I want.
I'm not interested in business.
I got no creativity, so design is out.
Too late to go to engineering.
Science..biomedical maybe? but afraid that this isnt what i want.
Vet tech degree? possible...but provided that I'm able to work in aus after that. but my research tells me that it seems like a difficult task.

Maybe I shouldnt think about animal-related/passion anymore.
Maybe I shld just lead a simple life...maybe not having a goal in life can be a good thing too.
random work....earn money...get married...have a family...and life goes on smoothly...LOL.
It sound much better to lead a simple life without expectations than one that is full of expectations and hopes yet so hard to reach. agree?

OH. I think i'm interested in wildlife conservation.
Happen to saw those "saving wildlife" documentary in Nat Geo recently.
And thanks to Cecillia who used to work w wildlife before...and tell me her work experience..
Then end up I go kpo and google about stuff like that.
Like....elephant nature park in Thailand....orang utans rehibilitation centre in Sabah etc etc.
Got that urge of wanting to go and do volunteer stuff like that.
hahaha.
SEE, animal-related stuff again.

aiyo. tell me my life is not boring. because it sound really boring.