I've been feeling down lately. dont ask me why. It's jux a feeling out of nowhere.
I seriously believe that one's mood can affect the thing she's doing. Everything seems to be total suayness for me. Was it because of my mood? or was it because i'm really so unlucky?

To add on to my current mood,
I got this woman at home now who is goin through MENOPAUSE.
I've been receiving scolding for no reasons for many many days and I HAD ENOUGH.
Menopause doesnt give u the right to shout and scold for every little single thing!
I've been tolerating and that's it!!!
ARGHZ. hate it hate it like TOTALLY~!!!
I dont see other woman menopause to an extend like hers...
=S

I just need to trust.
Yes, trust.
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