When is the last time you take a good look at ur parent?
When is the last time you take a good look at people who dote on you since young?

Recently, I went to visit ah ma, went out with mummy, chat with daddy, chat with aunt, uncle..
The wrinkles, the white hair..
Was helpin mum to dye her hair. And it seems like the amt of white hair she hv is always increasin each time I helped her.

Years pass...I've grown up and people r growin older.
I dunnOz how to describe the feeling when seeing these.
Was is hurtin? or was it fear?
Afraid of losing them?

Mum was complainin that her leg is swollen.
Ask her to go see doctor, that's what she reply..
"nvm lahz, the most die lor. no need bother so many thing."
I know she's aint serious. But I hate it whenever she say something like this.
Even if it's just a joke.

My mind wandered recently.
I thought of many things.
It brin my mood down.
It bought my mind to negative world.
I dunnOz why i'll thot of all these.
haiz.

Time pass, everything is changing.
I know I can't ask for the past.
But I seriously miss those times. I miss you. that you...

Now I know why I love my bao bei-s so much. Or even dogs.
Cuz they never fail to make me smile. With their innocent look.
They seems to be able to sense my mood.
At least, I know i'm being loved.

Can we communicate?
Things always goes correct at the wrong time.