Monday, January 22, 2007

UNREASONABLE WOMAN.

Yesterday, Dad made u angry.
U vent ur anger on me, giving all those ridiculous/unreasonable excuses saying that I didn do anything blah blah blah without even listening to my explantion.


Today, u scold me again. saying that I didn hear ur instruction carefully.
HELLO?! U'r the one who didn say clearly k!

Would you be happy if someone ask you for HELP but in the end didn even say a single THANK YOU but end up scoldin you for not doin what she had instructed instead?!

Kindness doesnt get paid.

I'm not ur puppet who allow you to vent your anger on me whenever u had some stupid menopause, mood swing or someone made u angry.
I'm not ur maid who allow you to instruct me what to do.
I'm A HUMAN OK?!

Just because everyone's out to work which end up left me alone at home with u doesnt mean that u can vent your anger at me!

I DID all the housework..
Just a day rest for myself ytd and u started scolding me saying that I didn do anything, didn help u.
WTFUCKING HELL!
I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID I DID!!!
Why cant u look on the other side?!

Why cant u open ur eyes BIGGER and observe?!
If I stop doing everything, would the house be as tidy like now?
Would you have clean clothes to wear?!
Raining for the past few days, nv hang out clothes also scold me.
As if I can control the weather.
HA.

I didnt even have the rights to explain myself, defend myself.
The moment I say something, U say I'm rude.
Arent u RUDE to me too?
U didn even say a single 'thank you'.
U didn even appreciate what i've done.

Jie out every single day, even when it's her off day, u didnt say a single thing.
I only went for the open hse and u start saying that I didn stay at home to help out, didnt accompany bro.
BIASED-NESS.

Dont I understand that u'r tired after workin for the whole day?
Dont I know that u'r feeling stress?
That's why I did everything.
But it seems like I'm just foolish enough as you dont even appreciate it.
No one appreciate it.
To them, it's a natural thing to do.


Much more to voice out.

But in conclusion,
I'm such a FOOL.

I dont want to stay at home.
I'm goin crazy sooner or later if this continues..

委屈, 冤枉。
这种感觉不好受。
我真是一个大傻瓜。
明知好心不会有好报, 可是为什么还要继续?

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